I'm stunning!

𝘞𝘩𝘺 𝘢𝘮 𝘐 𝘴𝘰 𝘶𝘯𝘴𝘪𝘨𝘩𝘵𝘭𝘺? 𝘐𝘵 𝘪𝘴 𝘥𝘪𝘴𝘤𝘳𝘪𝘮𝘪𝘯𝘢𝘵𝘪𝘰𝘯 𝘸𝘩𝘦𝘯 𝘵𝘩𝘦𝘺 𝘭𝘰𝘰𝘬 𝘨𝘰𝘳𝘨𝘦𝘰𝘶𝘴 𝘥𝘦𝘴𝘱𝘪𝘵𝘦 𝘩𝘰𝘸 𝘣𝘢𝘥 𝘐 𝘢𝘮. 𝘊𝘰𝘶𝘭𝘥 𝘐 𝘣𝘦 𝘣𝘦𝘵𝘵𝘦𝘳, 𝘰𝘳 𝘪𝘵 𝘸𝘢𝘴 𝘮𝘺 𝘧𝘢𝘵𝘦?... Those were self-deprecations I disappointedly gave to myself daily. Nevertheless, I know it is not only my pressure but also many outside people. The more I grow, the more things I realize: I am not ugly like my thoughts. I am not bad at all, I am just using my appearances to justify my lousy self-carelessness. I was not confident about myself, but now, it is still what it used to be. However, I learned that self-love makes the worst person become the most beautiful guy because beauty is a subjective judgment. It means I feel I am pretty, I am exquisite!

I have lots of acne on my face, but it is proud of me to say I am still adorable because of my continuous efforts. On a daily basis, I spend my time doing the workout, I sweat blood to learn something new and I always talk to myself: Do not give up, It will be a piece of cake! Every time I finish my workout leaving much sweat on my body, I still feel I am good-looking. Completing new lessons makes my eyes tired, and I am still striking. It is because I am drop-dead gorgeous? NO. Straightforwardly, I do not have the right to decry myself after what I have tried to do. I appreciate all of them, from sweat drops to overtired eyes as it is my core value.

I am able to understand the reason why you and I both felt terribly ugly is the social standards about how beautiful is. Though the current beauty standards changed. The beauty called "hot girl" was no longer the only standard of society. Therefore, why do we have to be pretty according to a certain standard?

In conclusion, notwithstanding how appealing I am, I do not cherish my inner worth, I am unable to be better.

To you, My lovely buddies!